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BINTAN DAYS/MATES
Monday 9 July 2012 @ 18:47 | 0 Comment [s]
                                           Natalie's 21st birthday
Saturday 16 June 2012 @ 11:14 | 0 Comment [s]
                                                           
Susan's aunty invited us over to Natalie's 21st party. It was just a mini BBQ celebration at their void deck. I always feel so welcomed by her Mum. Every special occasion, Susan's aunty will call us over for a meal. And she will purposely prepare wide spread of food to host us. Susan's aunty treats us like her own god-daughters and vice versa, we treats her as our god-mother. She dotes us like how our Mum does to us. Im glad to have this strong connection with her. For what I have thought, I knew Natasha for more than 8 years. And 6 years with Meijun, lastly 4 years with Crystal. I always tell myself no matter how busy we are in our Poly-life. We will still find time for each other. 2 weeks meet once? I find it not a big problem as long there's an effort. Thank god for giving me these girl-friends. I treasure them and I believe this will stay strong as ever.
"We all lose friends... We lose them in death, to distance and over time. But even though they may be lost, hope is not. The key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right, you can pick up the friendship right where you left off. Even the lost find their way home when you leave the light on." This is for you girl. Although you left us without leaving any reasons behind but I know there bound to have your own difficulty. I still cannot believe how you reacted to our text. Simply a no reply/ sign from you. We are trying hard to get back this friendship. 6 years? I doubt it is easy to forget you. We do miss you, but do you miss us? We expected you to come over but nevertheless, disappointment made. I guess I have expected too much. I guess this is life. 'You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your friends.' I want you to know... our door will be opened to you. You can come back to ask anytime. We won't pursue the past neither we won't mention it. For all we care is to start a new afresh. To salvage our 6 years friendship. Believe us and believe yourself. Please contact us as soon as possible. My phone will be with me everytime.
'Sometimes it's not the pain that makes you suffer, it's your own negative thought that makes things seem worst.'
My life has been full of dramas. Here and there, trying to pretend that nothing has happened. Being myself all this while. Simply hope that no one knows my sadness, frustration and anger. As what people said "Fake smile can hide a million tears".
'It hurts to smile when you know it'll only last a little while. So you probably fake the smile to save yourself from future pain. But you are actually hurting yourself, because nobody knows how you truly feel, just because you don't wanna shed a tear.' Of course, I have few friends to confide too. But they only provide words of encourgement. But definitely, I heed their encourgement seriously and It does make me feel better after talking to them. However, what I have been through, no one knows. All in a while, you have to handle it on your own/ yourself.
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