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Saturday, 8 May 2010 @ 09:04 | 0 Comment [s]
 Youth fades, love droops, leaves of friendship fall. A mother's secret hope outlives them all. Dear Mum, I wish I could tell you, how much you mean to me. But there are no words to say how much I admire you, how much I appreciate you, how much I thank you for everything you have done. 'Spare a rod, spoil the child'. Mum, I realised the meaning behind this phrase. Reflecting back, I was a disobedience child in Primary school. Just can't expect that I had ever stolen money from you. I can't apprehend that why my hand would slip inside your purse & took out that few 'papers'. I'm feeling gulity now, Mum. Seriously I am. That disappointment expression you had still vivid in my mind. I'm thankful that you had caned me. All the bruises found on the skin were worthy. If you have not used that 'long thin cane', I don't think I will change, I don't think I will be able to study till so far. And most probably, I will be squatting @ gal's home. Mum, I just love the way you understand me. Knowing that I'm alway pack with my school activities, you never once get angry about it. Although you do crack some sarcastic comments, i know you don mean it, Just wanna make me feel alittle gulity. So to compensate, I promise to leave a day slot for you every week. Mum, I just love the way how you express your love & concern to me. Knowing that I'm alway stress about school work, you never fail to brew some tonic drinks for me. Sweet tonic drinks to last me till the end. Mum, I just love the way when you asked me about my welfare. For instance, I do not have to keep any secrets from you. Even boy-girl relationship, you will alway bend your ear and listen to me. And accept who I'm with. I remembered the reaction you had given when I told you that I & this 'Malay Guy A' were together. You commented why should I choose a person with different religious? You didn't approve at first. But when days go by, I love it when you started to ask about our welfare. You accepted it & I just love to confide anything to you. Mum, I do love the way you are worry for me. Whenever I go out for a night jog, you will ring me a call if I'm not back after 45mins. Sometimes, you complain that I have big thigh and restricted me to jog so much and b'cos of this we do bicker @ one another, I do defiance you. Knowing that you can't change my mind, you give in to me. Mum, I know I had made a promise to you to bring you travel around the world. I want to bring you to HongKong, Taiwan, Paris, Australia and many many other more. I wish i could, I'm working hard to achieve it. Mum, I'm sorry but you have to be patient and wait for many years. Mum, I'm very sorry if i had failed to be a fillial daughter of yours. I will compenstate but give me some time. Mum, I know you won't get to see this post. But still, I would like to speak what my heart feels. It is not easy to say "I love you", this 3 words and 8 letters to you. As "Action speaks louder than words". I hope you would understand that though I never once said this 3 words to you in my whole entire 16 life, I'm really thankful, grateful and gratitude that you had brought me into this Earth. This Earth may seem to be small, but with your presence, this 'little' small world will be felt with many loves and cares. With your presence, I will never walk this Earth alone (: Mummy, I should consider you as my 'First Love', it is because you are the first person that I see when I open my eyes. Happy Mother's day. You are the greatest woman in my life. Love, Joey |
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