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Friday, 25 June 2010 @ 09:10 | 0 Comment [s]
Bonjour humans. Well, it means 'Good morning'. Time check now is 9.29am. The weather is gloomy, pouring heavily. Freezing cold right now but yet I still switch on the fan. Many of us will be sleeping at this cool & cold weather but unfortunately for me, I'm wide awake. I'm keeping this great habit of 'sleep early and wake up early' for the past few days. I read it from a Chinese magazines, this cycle is much more healthier than it had expected. Initially, I wanted to wake up early to have a good breakfast with mum and at the same time do some grocery with her at the hypermarket but well, the weather don't seem to agree with me. Its still pouring right now. So Mum and I just stay at home and had wholemeal bread for breakfast. How sad can I be? At least there's food.  Yes, seriously I miss school a lot. But the fact I miss my friends, class-mates, school-mates and teachers not lessons and exams. I just can't believe holidays are going to end so soon. Well, 3 more days left. I wanted to enjoy my holidays but I can't since Mid-year had been pushed backwards. Many of us have to bury ourselves with books. Our holidays seem nothing. Its just days, hours, minutes, seconds to pass. "Suffer now, enjoy later!" This phrase has been motivating me to change my negative thinking to a positive one. So far, I had studied both Combined Science. Geography Rivers and Natural Vegetation. Social studies Globalisation and Venice. Maths halfway through. A maths not done. There are more to study but please its holidays, can you just spare my lives? And I mean YOU! Can the whole world's clock freeze at where it is now? I have so many things to be done.  So far I have come through my childhood, primary-hood, secondary-hood but not yet tertiary-hood. If I had given a choice, I want to pause at Secondary-hood and for once no more. Tertiary will be a new chapter of life. A new chapter? It means I have to start all over again, pick up new skills. And of course know new friends which I'm not interested in. I will forever remember " If make new friends, but keep the old; Those are silver, these are gold". Similarly, I never predict what will happen to my three-some once we are out of high school. Are we going to stay contact? Are we going to hang out for meals? Are we going to celebrate special occasions like how we usually do? Or basically hardly have free time for one another? All these questions just run through my mind and I'm lying if there isn't tears rolling out. Friends, I treasure you so much. You three are part of my siblings, I mean it.... I do not have the courage to say in front of you but feel it. Love you three.  This was found on internet. I don't own this neither do I wrote this. I felt so uneasy after reading this, prolly I never did this to my Dad. I'm feeling guilty. Dad dote me the most, everything I long for, he will try his best to get for me. But I don't know why I can't treat him even better. I alway take his existence for granted. I never have any meals with him solo. I never have went outings with him individually. For the last time I held Dad's hand, that was when I'm in nursery. Other than that, I have never hold his hand. I guess education do teach me to reflect things. Education make me want to treasure the people I know. I alway comfort myself that its not too late to start a new afresh with Dad, spending the little seconds I have to know him better. I can sense that he is very lonely in the house. My elder brother loves to talk behind, being so rude to him. Dad wanted to speak nicely to him but alway failed. Younger Brother and I admitted that we get annoyed when he speaks to us too. I really have to kick off this bad habit. I need time.....  Ending of with these phrase: "Purpose is more powerful than need" TREASURE............................................. Ciao. |
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