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Saturday, 19 June 2010 @ 21:37 | 0 Comment [s]
Hello Humans from North, South, East, West.Today is such a sunny Saturday, today is the day where we called Summer cos there isn't rain falling. Anyway, You are back to Joeyisashortgirl's post. Cute link, yah? Don't shy, just nod your head and keep silent (: I don't know why but I have been posting alot recently, usually is once in a week but rapidly increase to two... three... four?! I bet blogging is part of my hobby. I will try to be a regular blogger. I shared not because I want to show off about my life. I shared because if one day I become senile, this web will refresh all my positive & negative memories that happen in my childhood, secondaryhood & tetiaryhood. I may be a happy go lucky girl at times, but please don't judge a book by its cover. A happiness behind lies a sad story......  Recently, you got me back to the old memories that we have. Something in you that really gone me mad about you. Something in you that make me dream/ think about you. Most importantly, I can't stop thinking about the scene in the mall. Tell you this, it is etched inside my brain forever. But tell you over here doesn't benefit, you can't access it anyway. So send me dreams, what's that something good about you man? Can you just disappear in my brain. My brain has more things to contain.  Time, I had given myself so much time. So many months and days but why I can't give you up? What's that obstacle that made me have that f***ing feelings over you? I wish to be senile now. At least it won't hurt so much. Failure in love hurts, its like a sharp blazor that stab you from behind. Its like a huge stone that knock you off on your head. I'm sorry but love s***. Maybe I'm not into such relationship....  Having a guy dump you and say: “We can still be friends”, is like having your mom say: “Your dog died, but you can still keep it”.  Whenever I'm feeling low, I crave for this. NUTELLA, you rocks me off. You soothe my mood. You make me feel fat and ugly after consuming this and I love it because it motivates me to run even more and more. I meant really alot, I can run 100 miles and bath in my sweats and I just enjoy it. Like a mad ass, I know! I just love to use my finger and dip you inside and lick. It tastes so different. Try it, I know Its gross.   Every morning, I'm alway craving for pan-cakes though it has high level of sugar & calories found inside it. But I don't really care, I'm a person who eat alot and alot but start to regret later. You see, Life without food means life without oxygen. Furthermore you don't know when you can live till, so enjoy the time you are living now. Too often we are scared, scared of what we might not be able to do, scared of what people might think if we tried, we let our fears stand in the way of our hopes. Why? There’s really no time to be afraid. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Everything. No pain, No gain. Did I mention that I met my new friend who is called "Needle" today. Awesome friend he is ( I assured he is a guy), he is so friendly towards me. He jabbed me without pain. He made me realised that he is a painless friend. Well, I had a shot today on my elbow and blood started flowing into the tube. Why did I have to go for a blood test? Mum is a Hepatitis B carrier and she is so afraid that I might diagnose it. Also, Aunty Susan realised my face turned yellowish so she supports me to go for a check-up. Me, personally afraid of needles ( 17 year old still scare of needles, loser can slap straight on my face! ) procrastinate for so long and finally give it a shot. Aha, this morning I went to meet my 'friend'. Susan aunty was there to give me some support. Jab was done very fast, just a blink, the bottle is filled with my beloved blood. Hahaha. NO PAIN! Make me scare and hesistate for nothing. Really like one failure bitch! Doctor A said report will be out within two weeks time. Hope everything willbe fine. ~Phew~  As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It’s not that we don’t want to, but too much has happened and we can’t. I seriously like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions (: So see ya, humans. And I miss alot of humans right now. What are you doing now? How are you? All vivid inside my mind. P.s: If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more. I believed too. |
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