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Sunday, 8 August 2010 @ 23:46 | 0 Comment [s]
 I don’t have a fear of commitment; I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up, I screw things up. Especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be too close. I get confused; I don’t understand all of it. But I keep pushing because I hope in this thing, the universe, there’s no way I’m the only person out there who wants something that bad. If I want it, someone else out there must be too.  Someday, we will forget the hurt, the reasons we cried, and who caused the pain. We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and their own time. After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our lives, which shows how well we ran the race. So smile, laugh, forgive, believe, and love all over again. It’s been a month since we held a conversation, even though it was through texting. That was the last time I replied back to any of your texts. I wish it wasn’t like this. It was like I wasn’t worth your time or effort for you to call me. Not a single call. Just texts. I didn’t want to continue to waste your time and effort. I want to say more, but..... let’s just leave it at that. P.s: When someone is in your heart, they are never truly gone. They can come back to you, even at unlikely times. Happy birthday Singapore, my pretty small little red dot, that island I called it 'My Home'! Have you ever be thankful to all our abled bodied men who sacrificed their 2 years of their time to protect our country, to enhance Democratic & Harmony? To suffer tough trainings everyday, rain or shine? Without them, can you imagine how our country would be like? Alright, Stop imagining, our country will definitely be doing well for the rest of the years. National day collaborated the day we gained independence. It will always be fun-filled with excitement at Marina Bay whereby there would be interesting performances out there, not forgetting the fireworks which will spark off your eyes. I always have this small little dream, that is to watch the sparking fireworks with my loved ones. I am fulfilling halfway. I managed to watch with my friends on Saturday, which was yesterday. Unforgettable moments was paused at Marina Bay. However, I long to watch together with my husband and of course my future kids. Do I have a chance? Something to sum up for yesterday event. I spent my Saturday night meaningfully with a whole bunch of "Green & white" people who I called them 'Sport leaders'. We had an unforgettable night and we witnessed all the preparation of YOG's performance which will be launched on next Saturday, live on tv. Advertise here in advance. Its a must to watch. I never regret attending this free ceremony. However, something that sulked my night was the waiting period. We missed 30% of the show. It was a Human Jam at Marina Bay. Well, can't be blamed. Hundred of schools attended this ceremony. Only patient people will get over it, I am the minority people out there. To save the suspense of the whole scene, I shall not elaborate more. It is meant to be a secret to those who have not watched. The authorities were strict enough to refrain us from uploading the videos and the photos that we took. But still, pictures of our faces can still be uploaded. Speaking of the pictures, the photos was caught at Natasha's camera. I am being patient to wait for her to upload all the photos. So Natasha, you should know what to do. *WINK! *WINK! Got to hand in the computer over to Brandon since he finished watching ManU VS Chelsea's match. For me, I need to rest after a long day hiding inside AMK's library. Strange that I did not doze off in the library. Feeling so glad that I studied Chemistry and Geography. But this is only Part I. I will continue my Part II. I won't complain for not giving myself a rest for the 4 days of holidays, instead I will make these 4 days productive and effective. My aim for 15 points..... Not easy but I will fight for it, even if I have to sacrifice my entertainment, sleep and FOOD! Goodbye humans. Love you (: |
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