How adorable can he be? How he is related to me? Well, a complicated long relationship. He's my cousin's grandmother's daughter's son. Hahaha. In simple phrase, he's my cousin's relative's son.  He's mixed with Japanese and Singaporean blood. Very handsome boy. I visited him today, surprisingly he knew how to stand. My reaction proved that I have not seen him for quite a long time. When I first stepped into the house, his eyes seem to tell me that 'Who is this person?' Blur expression fell into him. Afterwhich, when my aunty started to call his name 'Haruyi', he produce a 'ARH' sound. At his age of just 11 months, he doesn't know how to speak, the only way to react was to use his own language. I began to Sayang him, he smiled. His smile attracted me. When he touched my hand, I can feel the friendliness from him. And then I realised i do love kids. I want to have my own kids. 2 and that's enough. I knew that it is not easy to go through the whole pregnancy process. But I somehow want to be contribute to our world population. Maybe a son first & then sweet daughter (:

Mum says in our generation, more women have their own child at an age of 19. And she strongly encourage me to be like them. But somehow I feel there are pros and cons. When you have your own children at an early age, there's no generation gap. And you can relate to your children easily. Your children will not only treat you just parent but friend. Communication is an important key. However if you become young mum, many financial difficulties you have to be worried of.