Friday, 1 April 2011 @ 15:34 | 0 Comment [s]
Do you ever wonder? I mean, about us. What happened? It was almost as if our relationship was a piece of paper that was crumpled up, thrown away, & forgotten. What might have happened if we didn’t crumple it up & throw it away? Maybe we would still be together. Maybe secretly we haven’t thrown it away yet. Maybe we’re saving it because we’re hoping maybe someday we can pull it out of our pockets && rekindle what we once had. Maybe it’s not even that we want it back, maybe it’s just that we don’t want to lose what we had. I wonder that a lot & I wonder if you wonder sometimes too. How do I act when I get jealous? I get upset. I don’t talk at all, I take deep breaths, I rake my fingers through my hair. If someone asks me a question, whether it’s a yes or no, or a question that requires a real answer, I shake my head. I want to watch, and see if they’re going to do anything, but at the same time, I feel like I need to leave, and get as far away from them as possible. A lot of girls won’t admit this, but we do like the attention, even if we are standoffish or shy. We do like the attention. We like to know that we are the only one on that persons mind. And And if a girl doesn’t know who she is, what she wants and is just lost we do have insecurities. Making all these ridiculous thoughts come to mind. No, we won’t tell you we have insecurities. But keep in mind girls don’t like to get pushed back and forth back and forth. If you’re interested show her, if not let her down easily so things won’t get any more complicated. There are times when I really just want to punch him in the face, get up and walk away because it seems so much easier. But that’s not what true love is about. It’s about learning to forgive him for his mistakes, not holding grudges and bringing up the past. It’s about learning to love and admire him even more for all the small imperfections, because not one person on this earth is perfect. It’s about discovering something new about each other every day, and falling in love all over again every time you look into his eyes. It’s about understanding and working through problems, not just giving up when something goes wrong. True love wasn’t meant to be easy, but it’s definitely worth it.You’re looking at him across the room wondering just how it all slipped away so soon. You’re looking to find some look in his eyes that will take you back to yesterday. Don’t remember the when or the where or why. All you know is that something has changed inside and you can’t bring it back no matter how you try. You know it’s over, you’ve got to say goodbye. It’s such a shame, when lovers become strangers. It’s such a shame, when you don’t know each other any more and all the memories that you shared are all that’s still there. Love is where the two of you always argue in non-sense things. But you see yourself falling in love with him over and over again. You’ve taught me and showed me many things. You’ve taught me I can love, that people can care about me. Or so I thought, you showed me the feeling of being in someone’s arms when they mean the world to you. The feeling of compassion. So many wonderful things. Thank you for that. You’ve also showed me that people break promises, that people don’t always hold true to their word. You’ve taught me that you can love someone more than anything in the world, yet hate them just as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn’t mean it’s true. You’ve showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought loved you push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. You’ve showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both. You’ve now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering of two-faced people. People who say they care, but don’t always. Thank you for teaching me early. |
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