As great as we have been, I think that I would be better off if I let you go. See, you know you have me, but I can’t say the same for you. I don’t know if I have you, or if I ever will. That’s what breaks my heart. I can’t spend my entire life waiting for you, just to decide what you want, or if you think we’ll make it. I just can’t. So for now, I’m saying goodbye.

“Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. and sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.” 

Do you know that the worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all. I bet you don't know because you haven't been through what I have been.

A wrong decision with a good outcome is still a wrong decision. A right decision with a bad outcome is still a right decision. People think I'm lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying. The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its weight. Tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain. But there’s a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. Just because I laugh a lot, doesn’t mean my life is easy. Just because I have a smile on my face every day, doesn’t mean that somethings not bothering me. Its just that I choose to move on with the negative in my life, and keep my head up, instead of dwelling on the past.